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Tabula Rasa: When Everything Falls Away…
Tabula Rasa: When Everything Falls Away…
Tabula Rasa: When Everything Falls Away…
Tabula Rasa: When Everything Falls Away…

Sometimes it feels like life decides to clear everything away all at once.

Not gently. Not step by step.
But suddenly.

People disappear. Roles change.
In my work. In my life.

Things I built on. Things I counted on. Suddenly they are no longer there.

And somewhere inside, you know: this is part of life. But that doesn’t make it any less intense.

The past period has felt like everything was shifting at once.

People leaving. Situations changing.
And me… standing still.

Because I had to.
There was no other choice.

And that is a strange feeling. As if, for a moment, you no longer know where you belong.
Or what is still real.

You try to look ahead. Search for solutions. Put everything back in order.

But somewhere deep inside, you know this isn’t a moment to fix.

It’s a moment to feel.

I have always wanted to fix things. To save things.

Honestly… stopping that is not easy.

Because in the silence and the emptiness, you come face to face with yourself.

Without distraction. Without noise. Just you.

Not the roles you have. Not the work you once had.
Not the people who were always there.

Just… you.

But silence can sometimes be deafening.

And maybe that is exactly where something begins to shift.

Not because everything suddenly becomes clear, but because you realise you no longer have to search outside yourself.

What remains has always been within you.

No matter how uncertain it feels.
Or how quiet things can become.

Somewhere in that silence, there is also space.

Space to choose again.
Space to come closer to yourself.
And space to feel what still feels right.

And what no longer does.

Maybe that is what this period is teaching me.

Not to understand everything immediately.
Not to solve everything.

But simply to stay in that place where nothing is fixed yet.

Tabula rasa.

And somewhere… very gently, a sense of trust begins to grow.

Trust that what remains is enough.

Enough to begin again.
And to shape everything anew.

Tabula Rasa: When Everything Falls Away…
Tabula Rasa: When Everything Falls Away…
Tabula Rasa: When Everything Falls Away…
Tabula Rasa: When Everything Falls Away…

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